Wednesday, October 20, 2010

"It's getting faller and faller!"

It may not be proper English, but sometimes a three-year-old has a better grasp of words to express the changes all around than I do.
The "golden tree" goes from green to leafless in the matter of a week. When it looks like this, we linger in our gaze.
Starved Rock... a beautiful reflection of a more beautiful Creator.

I think I recognize these three hikers!

A couple of young deer didn't know enough to be afraid. And they were surrounded by at least 20 people who watched them in as much amazement as they watched us!

Rachel named her newest Webkinz "Forest." With a name like that, how could I say no to his presence on our hike? Josiah brought his sidekick Jasper along, too.

It is very convenient that Starved Rock is halfway between here and Rockford. When Eric's sister's family let us know they would be spending an afternoon there, we jumped at the chance to join them. It was the first time I heard no complaints from Rachel while on a long hike. Her reason? "Mom, Anna was there!"

Greek yogurt, anyone?

Last week I tried Greek yogurt for the first time, and I'm hooked. It was a bit pricey, and I couldn't find any researched brands to try with Josiah. So...today I made my own! It turned out fine and tastes great. All you have to do is strain regular yogurt through a cheese cloth and sieve for 5-6 hours. A bowl underneath collects the extra fluid. I mixed Dannon plain with Dannon vanilla to cut the sugar content. Yum!!! Next time I may have to try some added fruit, or maybe plain with a little honey or maple syrup.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

He loves me, He loves me not?

One of my favorite preschool books is called Love is a Handful of Honey. How can I not love lines like, "Love is that full of beans feeling that makes you leap out of your bed. Love is what makes you throw open the curtains and somersault round on your head...love's skipping out in the morning and hoping the day never ends, and love's what you feel when you all get together and go on adventures with friends."

Yet as I have read this book with my children, I've been bothered by a somewhat nebulous feeling of love thrown around from morning to night. So when we snuggle up close to read it together, we talk about how the love of God follows us through the day, making the sun shine brighter and each moment full of joy and meaning.

But what do we do with the moments that seem devoid of the love of God?

Sometimes, loved ones are taken from us in one beat of the heart.
Sometimes, financial catastrophe.
Sometimes, a friendship ends.
Sometimes, we get the news we have always dreaded yet somehow felt was a long time in coming.
Sometimes, the trials seem as though they will never end.

Where is love in this?

Amy Carmichael captured it this way:

The son found himself in a barren place.

His Father said, "In this place I will give you the peace that you are longing for. Here I will give you spiritual food that will nourish you. You are always with Me--no matter what the circumstances--and all that I have is yours."

Then the Father, with great gentleness, drew the son to himself. Quietly He said, "I am the one who allowed you to come into these humbling circumstances and who allowed you to hunger. I did this so that I might feed you with manna--My bread from heaven!

"Only in this way could I help you to know that you cannot live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds from My mouth."

The son said, "Give me this bread always!"

And when he grew thirsty he learned to cry, "The light of your face is my life!"

Later still, the son wondered why one like himself, who was so richly fed and cared for at times, should at other times feel so poor and needy and thirsty.

His Father replied by asking four questions:

"Can someone who has never thirsted know how precious is My living water?

"Can someone who has never discovered rivers of these living waters flowing on barren heights--can he ever lead his thirsty friend to those rivers?

"Can someone who has never walked the deep valleys of the spirit help a friend who is fainting--or lead this friend to the well-springs that will save the life of his soul?

"Can someone who has never seen burning sands in the wilderness turn into a refreshing pool--can he speak in praise of My marvels, or My power?"

The circumstances of our lives always speak the love of God. There are times we must simply listen more closely, but those are the times that will especially draw us to Him.

"Surely the Lord is in this place, and I was not aware of it." Gen. 28:16

just for fun...

A video on Amazon's website about how Yummy Earth lollipops are made. OK--so now I know they ARE mostly sugar. But no artificials!

I think I'll go grab one anyway...I'm drooling after watching it. They really are the best I've ever tasted, and I don't even like lollipops!

Friday, October 8, 2010

new power-packed snack idea

Homemade Hummus
1 can garbanzo beans (also called chickpeas), rinsed, drained, and pureed in food processor
1/3 c. tahini sesame paste
2 T. fresh lemon juice
1 T. extra virgin olive oil
salt and pepper to taste (I didn't use any, and added cumin to season)
Season with (choose one or any combination): 1/2 t. cumin, 2 oz. jalepano pepper, 1/2 c. fresh parsley leaves, some fresh basil, roasted red peppers, garlic, fresh veggies, or whatever else you like.
Stir ingredients until blended. Stuff contents into pita bread and enjoy! Store hummus in refrigerator.
Josiah doesn't eat much meat, but this is high in iron and protein. I'm looking forward to seeing what else I can sneak into this recipe.
A big thanks to Aunt Amy's low sugar snack ideas which inspired us on this one!!
Sorry this post is smashed together. I cannot figure out how to fix it!

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

so many pieces to the puzzle

I really thought, when I first read about trying an additive-free diet, that we would try it, it would work, and life would go on its merry way.

That did happen, in part. We've been simply amazed by the results we've seen in Josiah, and then in Rachel.

But it hasn't been as simple as taking man-made chemicals out of his food.

As we played with Josiah's diet, we also noticed he reacted to chocolate and corn sweeteners. His behavior and attention literally improve daily. I thought, "Hooray, we've found them all!"

Not so fast.

Last week we reintroduced tomatoes. Why take them out to begin with? When Dr. Feingold was treating patients and discovering the connection between ADHD and food additives, he also stumbled across a group of foods containing salycilates. These foods are related to the compounds found in aspirin, are naturally occurring, and seem to help plants ward off pests. When he started having patients remove these foods in addition to the ones with chemical additives, his success rate in treatment was greatly improved. It has been a bit of a mystery to understand why these foods cause trouble, but more recent research is beginning to point to some reasons. There is a lot of technical science behind this I'm not yet able to articulate (I'm a mom, not a dr!) but it seems to come down to this: some kids simply have trouble ridding their bodies of toxins. And it's not just kids with ADHD. Children with autism, asthma, and allergies also seem to have this in common. (For more on this issue, read the book Healing the New Childhood Epidemics: Autism, ADHD, Asthma, and Allergies by Dr. Kenneth Bock.) Children with ADHD may not only have trouble with food additives, they may also have trouble with other substances found in food that normally do not cause trouble in the general population. These substances can include chemicals such as salycilates, gluten, casein, and a number of other things. (This is one reason why a gluten-free, casein-free diet is now being recommended for children with autism and ADHD, and is the "why" behind why it works.)

Back to the tomatoes! Last week we enjoyed a Papa John's pizza, which Josiah ate very enthusiastically. We watched him carefully for reaction and saw things looked good. So a few days later, I gave him a brand of organic "spaghettios." He was thrilled and ate several helpings. Then we started to see old behaviors return. Josiah grew quickly and easily frustrated, more crying, more hyperactivity, and more hunger.

We recognized the hunger and frustration about 1 month into the Feingold program. After reading symptoms, I realized he was probably dealing with low blood sugar: hypoglycemia. I read that the difference between a child with normal hunger pains and a child with hypoglycemia is the force with which they ask for food. Josiah is ready to eat your arm when he's hungry, and there's no amount of telling him he needs to wait for snack time that will convince him to ride out the hunger pangs in his little belly. There are somewhat reliable blood tests to check for hypoglycemia, but the best way to test it is to increase protein and see if the symptoms get better. We did this with Josiah, making sure every snack time and meal time included something high in protein. His symptoms improved.

But now, after eating a good helping of tomatoes twice in one week, the symptoms had returned. More reading, and I discovered that hypoglycemia is exacerbated by food sensitivities.

So now we're back to the drawing board. Should I let him have tomatoes at all? Try for once a week? We'll find out. And meanwhile, I continue to hold off trying other salicylate foods like apples, grapes, oranges, berries, and several other fruits. And if he continues to show signs of hypoglycemia, I wonder about more food sensitivities. Perhaps we should try casein-free, even gluten-free for a trial period and see how things go. While we haven't made any decisions yet, it's something we are considering. I find it interesting that kids often crave the very foods to which they are sensitive. Josiah craves dairy and especially carbs. Those are the foods with gluten and casein.

The mystery continues! But we've come so far in understanding what his body needs and why he behaved the way he did. I can't imagine how rotten he must have felt before we started this journey.

*An update: after talking over Josiah's symptoms with a nurse, she suggested we make an appointment with his pediatrician to check things out further.

Friday, October 1, 2010

enjoying this moment...

-when the sky is blue, the temperatures are perfect, the flowers are blooming, and I can still walk my daughter to school

-when my oldest has not yet hit puberty and is just an absolute joy to live with

-when my two youngest children still disappear in the basement to play and enjoy each other's company for hours on end

-when I can lead in Bible Study Fellowship under one of the best Bible teachers I have ever heard, enjoying the companionship of godly women who have a passion to serve Christ and help others know Him

-when my youngest has not yet started school and is delighting in things like learning to write numbers and use scissors

-when the house is still sort of clean from the fellowship I hosted this week

-when all of our children think it is weird to waste a lot of time watching TV

-when my youngest runs into my arms with a bear hug saying, "I missed you!"

-when a sports season ends and I can take a breath before the holidays begin

-when my daughter wants to be Alice in Wonderland for Halloween

-when my husband and I have to carve out time for ourselves so as not to forget our mission in the midst of the busyness of life

-when I know God better than I used to but not nearly as well as I will